didn't know people still read these
I have realized that I am no longer motivated. These past 5 months have been a giant blur of booze, wasteful relationships, late night meals and not nearly enough homework. I feel like I am losing control and ambition.
I am finally thankful to be spending a valentine's day alone. Yet, I do not wish to be catching up with countless 'gender and society' readings that I have not touched this semester the night before my birthday. Speaking gender, to me, is one of the most pointless topics. The world is patriarchal and will always be, I don't care.

I have spent entirely too much effort keeping our rugby club afloat, consequently sinking my grades. Additionally, I sleep with drunken teammates in my bed more than I sleep alone. I should be charging these assholes rent.

Happy birthday lynney!